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. Hmmm, to be honest, I thank my incapability to stay happy all the time for it taught me to be strong at all times. I am who I am, thus, your opinion is neither desired or required. If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree, then argue with me. If you don't approve then say it to me. But don't be silent and judge me.
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Thursday, August 4, 2011 @ 9:37:00 PM
There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had. For he was in love and they were both happy together.
Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she could not visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams.
He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his everything.Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it..
But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her. Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her had always stayed the same.
He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past. He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he had no dreams and that he could be somebody someday.Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company.
One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to somewhere. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him. They were the girl's parents.
He drove back to them, slowly. He wanted to show them how his life had changed. How successful he had became. He had his own car, house, company. He had everything.
But what he saw next confused him. The couple were heading to a cemetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them. She was there. His heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing. He felt the warmth of his tears trickling down his cheeks. He was crying in the rain.
He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him from her tombstone, next to the paper cranes he once gave her. Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why and what had happened.
She did not leave for Paris, instead, she was ill with cancer. She believed that he would make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him, but she chose to leave him to spare him from the suffering and frustrations.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you at all. She wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him near to her again, he would remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her.
Once you have loved someone, you will always love her. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever. He cried in silence and whispered, "I thought I almost had it all... Now I know what's missing... It's you..."