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^^ You've landed on parachut-e@b/s! The navigations are up there. No spamming or ripping, please. Just so you know, I'm not on a posting spree, so don't expect much!
Sincerely, Rachel 레이첼
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Hello, I'm a super big fan of Super Junior 슈퍼주니어 and SHINee 샤이니. Especially Donghae 동해 and Jonghyun 종현. Hmmm, to be honest, I thank my incapability to stay happy all the time for it taught me to be strong at all times. I am who I am, thus, your opinion is neither desired or required. If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree, then argue with me. If you don't approve then say it to me. But don't be silent and judge me.
Look down, you`ll learn more about me xB
Well, it's obvious that my blog posts will definitely hold racism and insults, but that's how I am.
Italic text are used when I post meaningful quotes.
Eg. If you're not jealous, then you don't love the person. If you don't love the person, then you're not supposed to be jealous.
Important things like birthdays will usually be in bold text.
Underlined text are just used to make sure I use all my tags.
Heart felt.
Saturday, August 20, 2011 @ 5:53:00 PM
So one day, you meet this guy. Nothing special about that. Then he starts talking to you a lot. From strangers to friends, friends to good friends and good friends to close friends. We all know where this story is going don't we?
Then you realise you have feelings for him. Afraid of rejection, you keep those feelings to yourself. You get jealous when he's out with other girls, talking to other girls, or seeing girls post on his Facebook wall. When he talks to you, he makes you feel that he likes you too. But when he doesnt, you would think he doesnt give a fuck about you. And you're sad arent you?
Then one day, he suddenly confesses that he likes you and asks you to be his girlfriend. You happily accept and tell yourself you don't have to worry about the pain of liking someone that doesnt like you back anymore. He starts talking to lesser girls and spends more time with you. At that moment, you would think your life is perfect. You fall deeper in love.
But as we all know, love isn't as perfect as those fairytales or drama serials. It doesnt happen that way in real life. You quarrel with him, argue over small stuff, but you always give in to him, because you love him and you don't wanna lose him. The thought of him leaving kills you inside.
After all the fights and quarrels, he refuses to explain anything and treats you coldly, replying with one word and not showing any interest in whatever you have to say. You try to make up with him. But it isn't working. You're hurt.
You cry the entire night. The next day, he talks to you like nothing has happened. You're relieved that he isn't treating you coldly anymore. Then one day, you find out that he's contacting his ex / other girls behind your back.
You confront him. He tells you, "We're just friends." Dont forget, you started with him as just friends too. He gets pissed off and tells you not to be paranoid. You dont want to start a quarrel because you love him too much so you just let him go on contacting other girls. You're hurt. Again.
Further into the relationship, he starts talking to girls on his Facebook wall, and from meeting you everyday, he meets you once per week, or even once a month. When you ask him out, he says he's busy. But when you call him, he's at home or outside with his guy friends.
You're hurt that he doesnt want to spend time with you. He didn't even apologise or explain himself. You're hurt again and again. You wish you hadnt fallen too deep but it's too late. You cry yourself to sleep, eat lesser, and find things to distract yourself.
You tell yourself he'll change to the old him, the one that you knew a few months ago. You wait. You hope. You pray. Then all of a sudden, he breaks up with you, the reason being that his feelings for you has faded.
You're shattered, hurt, torn, lost. You beg him to stay, but he leaves anyway. He walked away from you, like you never meant anything to him at all. You become what you once were with him, strangers.
You tell yourself to be strong, to forget about him, to pick up the pieces and move the fuck on. Then one day you meet another guy again. Nothing special about that.
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