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^^ You've landed on parachut-e@b/s! The navigations are up there. No spamming or ripping, please. Just so you know, I'm not on a posting spree, so don't expect much!
Sincerely, Rachel 레이첼
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Hello, I'm a super big fan of Super Junior 슈퍼주니어 and SHINee 샤이니. Especially Donghae 동해 and Jonghyun 종현. Hmmm, to be honest, I thank my incapability to stay happy all the time for it taught me to be strong at all times. I am who I am, thus, your opinion is neither desired or required. If you don't know, then ask me. If you don't agree, then argue with me. If you don't approve then say it to me. But don't be silent and judge me.
Look down, you`ll learn more about me xB
Well, it's obvious that my blog posts will definitely hold racism and insults, but that's how I am.
Italic text are used when I post meaningful quotes.
Eg. If you're not jealous, then you don't love the person. If you don't love the person, then you're not supposed to be jealous.
Important things like birthdays will usually be in bold text.
Underlined text are just used to make sure I use all my tags.
Something I wrote for someone ;b
Friday, October 28, 2011 @ 8:40:00 PM
现在我们必须各走各的. 对不起, 当你在我身旁时, 我没把它当一回事. 对不起, 每天都打你, 没顾虑到你的感受. 没有你在我旁边的另外两年, 我会觉得很空虚. 对不起, 没有和你有太多精美回忆. 对不起, 曾经不理你. 谢谢你对我的耐心和呵呼. 如果一切能重来, 我一定会好好珍惜你. 只求你把那坏的我给忘了. 你对我说的话, 对我的体贴, 我会记在心里。
Heart felt.
Saturday, August 20, 2011 @ 5:53:00 PM
So one day, you meet this guy. Nothing special about that. Then he starts talking to you a lot. From strangers to friends, friends to good friends and good friends to close friends. We all know where this story is going don't we?
Then you realise you have feelings for him. Afraid of rejection, you keep those feelings to yourself. You get jealous when he's out with other girls, talking to other girls, or seeing girls post on his Facebook wall. When he talks to you, he makes you feel that he likes you too. But when he doesnt, you would think he doesnt give a fuck about you. And you're sad arent you?
Then one day, he suddenly confesses that he likes you and asks you to be his girlfriend. You happily accept and tell yourself you don't have to worry about the pain of liking someone that doesnt like you back anymore. He starts talking to lesser girls and spends more time with you. At that moment, you would think your life is perfect. You fall deeper in love.
But as we all know, love isn't as perfect as those fairytales or drama serials. It doesnt happen that way in real life. You quarrel with him, argue over small stuff, but you always give in to him, because you love him and you don't wanna lose him. The thought of him leaving kills you inside.
After all the fights and quarrels, he refuses to explain anything and treats you coldly, replying with one word and not showing any interest in whatever you have to say. You try to make up with him. But it isn't working. You're hurt.
You cry the entire night. The next day, he talks to you like nothing has happened. You're relieved that he isn't treating you coldly anymore. Then one day, you find out that he's contacting his ex / other girls behind your back.
You confront him. He tells you, "We're just friends." Dont forget, you started with him as just friends too. He gets pissed off and tells you not to be paranoid. You dont want to start a quarrel because you love him too much so you just let him go on contacting other girls. You're hurt. Again.
Further into the relationship, he starts talking to girls on his Facebook wall, and from meeting you everyday, he meets you once per week, or even once a month. When you ask him out, he says he's busy. But when you call him, he's at home or outside with his guy friends.
You're hurt that he doesnt want to spend time with you. He didn't even apologise or explain himself. You're hurt again and again. You wish you hadnt fallen too deep but it's too late. You cry yourself to sleep, eat lesser, and find things to distract yourself.
You tell yourself he'll change to the old him, the one that you knew a few months ago. You wait. You hope. You pray. Then all of a sudden, he breaks up with you, the reason being that his feelings for you has faded.
You're shattered, hurt, torn, lost. You beg him to stay, but he leaves anyway. He walked away from you, like you never meant anything to him at all. You become what you once were with him, strangers.
You tell yourself to be strong, to forget about him, to pick up the pieces and move the fuck on. Then one day you meet another guy again. Nothing special about that.
@ 8:00:00 AM
Sorry, I'm not pretty or perfect enough for you.
Sunday, August 14, 2011 @ 8:07:00 PM
男孩爱上了一个女孩,女孩也很喜欢他,渐渐的两个人走到了一起, 同居了. 当男孩的嘴第一次吻到女孩的唇时, 女孩就决定这一辈子都跟定他了, 于是女孩调皮的问:"你会爱我多久?" 男孩捏着女孩的鼻子温柔的说:"你想要多久呢?" 女孩想了想天真的说:"那就一辈子吧, 这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩!" 男孩笑着说:"嗯, 好!"女孩又想了想嘟起小嘴:"不行!我不信你!我们拉勾勾, 你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你!" 男孩认真的回答:"好, 假如有一天我背叛你, 你就杀了我."
就这样男孩和女孩在一起快三年了, 他们彼此都深爱着对方,可是天总是不如人愿, 厄运终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上, 渐渐的男孩对女孩开始逃避, 冷落.再也不像以前那么宠她了, 女孩似乎觉察到了什么, 于是就开始追问男孩, 可是男孩却没有说出原因.
终于有一天, 男孩突然带回一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来了, 这时女孩还想骗自己, 就傻傻的问:"宝贝这是你的朋友吗???" 男孩冷酷的说:"是! 而且是女朋友!"女孩听了没有做任何反应, 只是傻傻的坐在那里, 女孩不敢抬头看男孩, 因为她怕眼泪会忍不住的掉下来. 她不想让男孩看到自己哭, 因为她仍然相信男孩还爱她. 这时男孩冷冷的说:"今天晚上你在这里, 明天你搬走吧, 今天我们两个出去住."说着两个人就想往外走.
"等一下." 女孩终于开 口了. "姐姐你能不能出去一下, 我想单独和他谈." 那女人点点头走了出去. 男孩依然背对着她, 谁也没有说话. "为什么"女孩最先打破了沉默. 男孩冷漠的说:"不爱了, 就不需要任何理由!" 然后掉头就走了. 没有给女孩任何机会. 女孩哭了, 她告诉自己不准掉一滴眼泪, 可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来...
过了好久, 女孩再次见到男孩的时候, 是在医院里, 不同的是两个人都瘦的不成样子了, 女孩是因为伤心, 想他得了胃炎, 而男孩怎么会在医院里出现呢? 女孩因为心里仍然爱他, 放心不下, 于是就悄悄的跟了上去...
"病人如果再找不到合适的心脏进行移植, 那我们将再也没有能力维持他的生命了."医生对女人说,这时女孩惊呆了, 傻傻的楞在那里, 女人哭了, 女孩也哭了, 女孩再一次为男孩流下了泪水, 可是这一次比上一次更加伤心, 更加歇斯底里, 女孩痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪不停的往下掉, 突然她站了起来, 走到桌前拿起笔在纸上写了一些东西, 然后她笑着拿起手机拨通了男孩的电话. "喂"接电话的是个女的, "你好, 我想见见他可以吗?求你给我这次机会好吗?"女人钝了钝说:"好吧.在哪里? 我转告他." "在 我们第一次见面的公园, 谢谢."
女孩挂掉电话后就匆忙的出去了. 男孩如约来到了他们初次见面的公园, 可是过了好久女孩还是没有出现, 男孩焦急的等着, 最后女孩还是没有出现, 男孩失落的走了, 女孩看着男孩远去的背影, 对自己说, 不可以舍不得... 过了几天男孩要进行心脏移植了. 他兴奋的对女人说:"如果成功了, 我要做的第一件事就是去找她, 告诉她事实."女人笑了笑, 说:"但愿她不会拒绝你."
男孩心脏真的移植成功了, 他一醒来就忙着给女孩打电话, 可是却没人接, 一次, 两次, 三次. 男孩就这样一直打, 可是一直都没有人接, 男孩沮丧的说:"她真的生气了..." 女人安慰说:" 不会的, 她可能有事. 这时医生走进来笑着说:"你的命可真好, 昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你. 她好像事先预料到自己要死, 还写了份遗嘱." "她是怎么死的?"男孩问到. "车祸, 不过真是可惜了, 那女孩长的就跟个水晶娃娃似的, 不知道怎么会出这种事, 听肇事司机说她是自己撞过来的!"
这时男孩要求说:"我想去看看救我的人." 医生迟疑了一下点点头,"就是她了. 你们看吧. 她的死像并不可怕, 和睡着了一样." 男孩缓缓的揭开了盖在死者头上的白布, 在看到死者脸的一刹那, 男孩和女人都僵在了那里, 恍惚间男孩的心疼了一下, 他像疯了一样扯下死者身上的白布, 哭喊着. "怎么会这样, 不会的!宝贝你起来呀不要吓我! 不可能的!姐我在做梦对不对? 你告诉我! 宝贝我要得不是这样. 你快醒醒呀宝贝!"
女人扯过男孩给了他一耳光, 流着泪说:"你醒醒吧!" 要不是你她怎么会这样, 是你害了她! 她是在用她的生命去爱你!" 男孩呆呆的看着女孩眼神变得异常温柔, 他看到女孩嘴角还带着笑, 笑得那么从容, 男孩又一次哭了. 看着女孩那还有点点血迹的衣服, 看着她那白的像雪的手, 突然男孩发现女孩的手里攥着一团纸.
打开一看是女孩写的信: 亲爱的, 对不起请你不要怪我好吗?我真的好爱你, 那天你在公园等我, 我去了, 只是没有露面, 我就在你身后, 我想把你的一切牢牢的记在心里, 因为我想下辈子我们还能在一起, 虽然你这辈子没有履行诺言, 但是我不怪你, 因为我真的好爱你, 即使你不在爱我, 可是我的心会在你的身体里面一辈子, 这个位置是任何人都占据不了的. 亲爱的, 一定要幸福哦. 我把我的幸福全部都给了你, 但是你下辈子一定要让我幸福, 好吗? 亲爱的, 答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗? 今生的诺言我们来世再履行. 亲爱的,再见了. 祝你幸福.
"不, 宝贝, 没有你我要怎么幸福! 你醒过来, 好吗?我们从新开始, 我错了, 对不起, 我从来都没有不爱你, 宝贝!我错了! 你回来呀" 男孩失声痛哭起来. 这时正有个灵魂坐在他的身旁流着泪, 高兴的说:"原来你还爱我, 你一直都爱着我." 灵魂试图抱住男孩, 可是却在他的身体里穿过. 天下起了小雨, 男孩哭了, 灵魂哭了, 上帝也哭了...
Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @ 9:52:00 PM
我伤心, 不是因为你离开. 而是因为你答应不会.
@ 9:52:00 PM
I thought I knew you. But you proved me wrong. At the end, the only one I can depend on is myself.
Saturday, August 6, 2011 @ 12:42:00 PM
吃醋是因为喜欢, 生气是因为在乎, 发呆是因为想念, 伤心是因为不想失去.
Thursday, August 4, 2011 @ 9:37:00 PM
There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had. For he was in love and they were both happy together.
Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she could not visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams.
He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his everything.Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it..
But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her. Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her had always stayed the same.
He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past. He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he had no dreams and that he could be somebody someday.Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company.
One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to somewhere. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him. They were the girl's parents.
He drove back to them, slowly. He wanted to show them how his life had changed. How successful he had became. He had his own car, house, company. He had everything.
But what he saw next confused him. The couple were heading to a cemetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them. She was there. His heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing. He felt the warmth of his tears trickling down his cheeks. He was crying in the rain.
He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him from her tombstone, next to the paper cranes he once gave her. Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why and what had happened.
She did not leave for Paris, instead, she was ill with cancer. She believed that he would make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him, but she chose to leave him to spare him from the suffering and frustrations.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you at all. She wanted her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him near to her again, he would remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her.
Once you have loved someone, you will always love her. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever. He cried in silence and whispered, "I thought I almost had it all... Now I know what's missing... It's you..."
Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 8:37:00 PM
The last thing I wanna do is to hurt you. But it's still on the list.
@ 8:37:00 PM
God created men first, cause you always makes a rough draft before a masterpiece.
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